The memorial is tonight. Ours is @ 8:45. Its going to be a long night I do believe.

I heard some very sad news today, Bill Short passed away last night. He is one man that I will never forget. What a honoree man , but great. What a character he was. He always made you laugh and he had heart of gold. He will certainly be missed. He would tell me that I was always so beautiful and that he loved my big blue eyes. What a sweetie he was.:) My heart,love, and prayers are with the families.

My grandma Bobbie past away 4 yrs ago tomorrow. I miss her so very much. I really wish she were here to help me when the times get rough, which seem to be often lately. I know that it will change soon. I will not let it get me down. Of course it does get me down occasionally but I will work past all of the problems and I will be okay. The choices that I make in my life will need to be wise, smart, and well thought out. No rash decisions. I will be okay. I am a strong individual and I will certainly make the best decisions for my life.

I am needing my friends. I miss all of them so very much. The boys have half days all week. Wish we could go somewhere. A road trip to Cali would be really nice. I need to plan a trip for the boys and I. Maybe after I am finished with school we can do something fun like that. Getting out of the rain would be nice as well :)

What a gorgeous few days!!!

We have had a few gorgeous days! We have been so very spoiled with this weather. I am so very happy to have had this sun. @ school today a little girl came in with her mom and she had her nails painted, the little girl said "look the sunshine is in my nails" I thought that was so cute.

I am looking forward to the makeup show in Vancouver B.C. in April. I am really wanting to learn how to do makeup. There are so many avenues in this industry. I am really enjoying the coloring part of school.

I am really looking forward to getting my own place and being able to decorate it. I am really wanting to have my own space to call my own. Life has so many curves to it and you never know what's around the next one. As long as I keep myself on the rite path it will all work out just fine:). Keeping my head up and looking @ life in a different prospective is a wonderful way to live. Life is beautiful!

Although life is very quiet @ the moment, there is always birds chirping, the wind blowing, and the waves crashing. We really need to appreciate the little things in life that Jehovah has given us. Jehovah has given us these wonderful things out of love. It has been really lonely the last few months but I have really grown so much during this time. Take advantage of our precious time, take a walk on the beach a realize that we are truly in control of our own life. The choices that we make in life will certainly make a difference good or bad, so make the best choice. Life is to short to make a bad one. But if we do make a bad decision (which we all do)learn from it and move on. I want to move forward and make the most of it. I miss my friends and my family and I hope very soon I can once again have them in my life. I am sorry for being so selfish. I miss each and every one of you.

blowing kisses,

Ambria

beautiful sunny day!!!

What a beautiful sunny day it was today. Taylor is spending the nite with uncle Javan. I have had nothing but great reports from Trents teachers. I am so very proud of my boys, they have fought a very minimal amount. Yah for the boys!!!

Trent has just lost his 7th tooth!!!

Family study tonight!!!

Yummy Dinner...we had pork, salad and rolls.

There was such a beautiful sky tonight. It was cloudy but the sky was a blueish grey and it was gorgeous. I love my boys so very much!!!

I hope that everyone out there has a great evening.

Blowing kisses,

Ambria

@ home w/the boys

It has been a really nice day today. The boys have been home all day. Trent has been sick for the last two days :(... my poor baby. However he has been doing feeling much better, so off to school for him tomorrow. The boys have been doing so well at not fighting for the last two days and that has been so very pleasant.:)

I have been following a blog by Kandee Johnson and it is so enjoyable to read. She is such a bubbly person and I really want to be more like her. She has such an amazing out look on life and I absolutely love it and I want to learn from her:)

So from here on out I am going to be looking at life thru rose colored glasses and I hope that I keep this up. I am very much looking forward to this new change for me out with the depressed Ambria and hello to the happy Ambria.

Life throws a lot of curves and as long as we can learn from it, it will be ok. I have been looking @quotes each day and so I think I am going to post a quote and work on it for the day or @ least post one that I thought was a good one. :)

blowing kisses,

Ambria